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Claire Anstey

SPIRITUAL TEACHER, BROADCASTER & FOUNDER OF THE WISDOM GYM

I am The Wisdom Gym's first student.

I've spent over 17 years searching — through television studios, therapy rooms, shamanic ceremonies in Peru, burlesque stages in London, and the quiet devastation of losing someone I loved to suicide. I wasn't searching for a career. I was searching for a way to feel whole.

I know what it is to not feel enough in your own body. I was a plus size model and TV presenter at a size 12 — constantly told my body was a problem that needed fixing, that I was too much and not enough all at once. I smiled for the cameras while quietly hating what I saw in the mirror. I was the problem. That wound ran deeper than I knew.

And then I lost him.

My childhood sweetheart took his own life. And something in me broke open that has never fully closed — not as a wound, but as a widening.

Because I realised something that changed the entire direction of my life:

Great people feel insignificant. Extraordinary souls become more frightened of living than of dying. People who are so deeply needed — so irreplaceable — leave this world believing they didn't matter.

I walked away from a television career that was grooming me to trade my integrity for airtime. I rebuilt my life from the ground up — through grief, complex trauma, fractured identity, and the particular cruelty of a spiritual world that kept telling me I was the problem.